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Thursday, April 22, 2010
eternity in perspective
i think that we were meant to live for so much more.
give me a holy dissatisfaction. a desperate and urgent spirit. an overwhelming desire for things on Your heart. a passion to consume my every thought.
set me on fire, and the world will see me burn
Thursday, February 25, 2010
His faithful love endures forever
how do you draw when ... you probably havent attempted to do so for 5years? or have an abysmal lack of talent in this field?
ahhhhh my ADM admissions assignment is killing me!!!! i super have no drawing talent. but you know what?
ahhhhh my ADM admissions assignment is killing me!!!! i super have no drawing talent. but you know what?
Each time he said, "My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness." So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me." - 2 Cor 12:9
sooo... nevermind what my weakness is! I will just do my best and trust God to take me through this journey. after all, in my weakness, God looks best :)
today i was also inspired by Psalm 136.
Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.
His love endures forever. (verse 1)
makes me think...
When Shu's uni application goes awry
His faithful love endures forever
When the future is uncertain
His faithful love endures forever
During busy stressful working days
His faithful love endures forever
I can always depend on Him because
His faithful love endures forever (:
thats a beautiful thought right there! and i will hold it close to my heart. thank you Jesus, you never fail to speak to me. its always best to hear what you have to say.
sooo... nevermind what my weakness is! I will just do my best and trust God to take me through this journey. after all, in my weakness, God looks best :)
today i was also inspired by Psalm 136.
Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.
His love endures forever. (verse 1)
makes me think...
When Shu's uni application goes awry
His faithful love endures forever
When the future is uncertain
His faithful love endures forever
During busy stressful working days
His faithful love endures forever
I can always depend on Him because
His faithful love endures forever (:
thats a beautiful thought right there! and i will hold it close to my heart. thank you Jesus, you never fail to speak to me. its always best to hear what you have to say.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
i am happy with life!
maybe cos of my long cny break. maybe cos i just had the most amazing time with jahmees on tues. maybe cos i enjoy all the brisk walks and jogs with my parents. maybe cos i get to eat mommy's cooking everyday. maybe cos talking to God brings me a sense of security.
i think, you don't need a picture-perfect life to be happy. its about contentment. as Paul said, "I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength." and which wise person inspired these thoughts? a clumsy, blur, chor lor but godly girl hahahaha!
anyway, here are some snippets of my happy life! (there are always things to be happy about know? even when life seems really bummy)
jahmees and i during his meet-the-parents day (yes i went along like a dutiful girlfriend)
i'm always blessed by my friendship with this wise girl :P her godliness always inspires me and pushes me to keep in pace with God. not to mention all the encouragement that she brings! we have so much fun everytime we're together and we never run out of things to talk about! even after.... 12 years of friendship! almost like married life leh HAHAHAHA
during cny break, jahmees celebrated my 21st bday, our 1st anniversary and vday, all rolled into one haha! i thank God for the amount of effort he puts into this relationship despite his super busy ocs life. he never fails to let me know that i am highly-valued and appreciated! it's good to see how much he has grown spiritually, emotionally and mentally during army. not to mention slimmer. boo!
my nehnehs and bird! ok i just picked this cos its a nice beach picture. but church friends are always so much fun and so edifying! love how we spent an afternoon at Unc D's place together, watched 14 blades and drooled over donnie yen together. i know i'll spend a happy lifetime with them.
dear Jesus, thank you for you! if i had a nice picture of you, i'd post it up too. but i suppose, you are in every picture. because wherever i am, you are too! not only that, but nature is a reflection of your beauty, and nature everywhere! i love You!
maybe cos of my long cny break. maybe cos i just had the most amazing time with jahmees on tues. maybe cos i enjoy all the brisk walks and jogs with my parents. maybe cos i get to eat mommy's cooking everyday. maybe cos talking to God brings me a sense of security.
i think, you don't need a picture-perfect life to be happy. its about contentment. as Paul said, "I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength." and which wise person inspired these thoughts? a clumsy, blur, chor lor but godly girl hahahaha!
anyway, here are some snippets of my happy life! (there are always things to be happy about know? even when life seems really bummy)
jahmees and i during his meet-the-parents day (yes i went along like a dutiful girlfriend)
i'm always blessed by my friendship with this wise girl :P her godliness always inspires me and pushes me to keep in pace with God. not to mention all the encouragement that she brings! we have so much fun everytime we're together and we never run out of things to talk about! even after.... 12 years of friendship! almost like married life leh HAHAHAHA
during cny break, jahmees celebrated my 21st bday, our 1st anniversary and vday, all rolled into one haha! i thank God for the amount of effort he puts into this relationship despite his super busy ocs life. he never fails to let me know that i am highly-valued and appreciated! it's good to see how much he has grown spiritually, emotionally and mentally during army. not to mention slimmer. boo!
my nehnehs and bird! ok i just picked this cos its a nice beach picture. but church friends are always so much fun and so edifying! love how we spent an afternoon at Unc D's place together, watched 14 blades and drooled over donnie yen together. i know i'll spend a happy lifetime with them.
dear Jesus, thank you for you! if i had a nice picture of you, i'd post it up too. but i suppose, you are in every picture. because wherever i am, you are too! not only that, but nature is a reflection of your beauty, and nature everywhere! i love You!
Friday, February 12, 2010
valentine
wah im dying! totally loving kina grannis, cathy nguyen, aj rafael, andrew garcia and the whole group of them! they're totally talented! hahaha i'm hooked on them thanks to cailin :P
check out kina grannis' new-old song. i dont have half her guitar talent man.
for some odd reason.. this song reminds me of Jesus (and of course jahmees). but every valentines day, i make it a point to tell Jesus, You are my valentine. so here's an early message for my valentine (:
Dear Jesus,
thank you for being the never-leaving, always-loving, ever-patient God of mine. I've learnt many facets of you recently. Just from reading about your names... the Lord my Shepherd, the Lord is with me, the Lord my righteousness, the Lord my banner, the Lord my God. and it always leads me to the same thought. i want to love you more. because my love is so small and human.. it pales in comparison to your great and unconditional love.
many people search for something/someone to complete them. in the form of boyfriends/girlfriends, careers, academic pursuits and so on. they are all important. but they do not fill the inner void of our hearts. nothing and no one completes me the way You do. until i've come to a point where i really don't want to be living life focused on me and me alone.
you're beautiful and so wonderful. each day there is something new i can thank You for. in every season, You deserve all my attention and adoration. i'm happy, being here with you! there are many things going on, a sea of uncertainties to face. but i feel incredibly blessed, because you're walking with me!
love, i don't need those things
i don't need no ring
i don't need anything
but you with me, cause in your company
i feel happy oh so happy and complete
check out kina grannis' new-old song. i dont have half her guitar talent man.
for some odd reason.. this song reminds me of Jesus (and of course jahmees). but every valentines day, i make it a point to tell Jesus, You are my valentine. so here's an early message for my valentine (:
Dear Jesus,
thank you for being the never-leaving, always-loving, ever-patient God of mine. I've learnt many facets of you recently. Just from reading about your names... the Lord my Shepherd, the Lord is with me, the Lord my righteousness, the Lord my banner, the Lord my God. and it always leads me to the same thought. i want to love you more. because my love is so small and human.. it pales in comparison to your great and unconditional love.
many people search for something/someone to complete them. in the form of boyfriends/girlfriends, careers, academic pursuits and so on. they are all important. but they do not fill the inner void of our hearts. nothing and no one completes me the way You do. until i've come to a point where i really don't want to be living life focused on me and me alone.
you're beautiful and so wonderful. each day there is something new i can thank You for. in every season, You deserve all my attention and adoration. i'm happy, being here with you! there are many things going on, a sea of uncertainties to face. but i feel incredibly blessed, because you're walking with me!
love, i don't need those things
i don't need no ring
i don't need anything
but you with me, cause in your company
i feel happy oh so happy and complete
Thursday, February 11, 2010
you and me found something pretty neat (:
Saturday, February 06, 2010
I'm back!
staring at this disgustingly beautiful screen in front of me sure motivates me to blog again! it's been about slightly less than a month spent with my imac, and im still majorly in love with it woo hoooo!
i have decided to do away with the niceties of photos, and just pen down whatever this mind wills. unless of course i'm actually feeling... a tad hardworking?
its been 5 days of jahmees in field camp. meaning i'm at the halfway mark! its been 4 days since my parents have returned home. i'm enjoying the warmth of parental love! its been 3 days since i last jogged. hurhur means i must jog more =x
there's so much on my mind. but just one that weighs on my heart. i wish that they would come back. i pray that You would change their hearts. how i hope they do not end up wasting life away, only to regret when they are adults. how i wish they turned away from bad company. Lord, i know You see their value the way i do. and more. with You there is hope. so i will not give up! i will persevere because Your heart for them is great. because Your heartbeat has become mine.
and thank you dear Jesus, for bringing my kids back safely. they make me very proud (:
Sunday, August 23, 2009
you don't realise how much fun you've been having, until you look at all the photos that are piling up on your desktop and starting to "turn yellow". well, that is if they could in the virtual world. and i realise, they're not being uploaded cos im still too busy enjoying myself hurhurhur =x ok bad excuse, i will upload slowly la! keyword being s-l-o-w-l-y!!!
i did miss the old days where we were all free together, but i think these holidays were simply awesome too! after all this time, we really are family. and will continue to be (:
first up, June leaders camp. did you girls realise how beautiful the place was? i seemed to have forgotten until i looked at the photos. when i see our expressions, i can feel the comfy-ness, rmb all the convos and all the fun!
we're jumping into the lake
so cool hor? we're so brave :P
flying on the bed 101
its a leaders camp... but we got the inner child to release hurhur. ok actually its not so inner after all. lolll! esp with birds influence!
also had JOEL'S CHALLENGE. a round of captains ball, frisbee and volleyball after our sunday service, in a bid to rid ourselves of nua-ness.
bird is surrounded by men. think she purposely hold onto the ball longer hahahaha :P
i miss gene! so glad he's back
nehnehs (:
andddd... one of the funnest food experiences i've had thus far!
now you see her
now you don't
ginormous food portion at juju hokkaido!
happy eating! and bird's still unglam -.-
when i do have more time, i'll tell the fuller story! but besides all this fun, i think the greatest value in the time i've spent is having God present in every minute of our conversation, every activity we have. i've been learning so much about passion. about loving the Lord my God with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. about seeking His face.
i don't think i could ever live a life without Jesus. it would be emptiness. i could fill my life with a million activities and still feel a void. or i can fill my life with one purpose, and feel a whole world of love, never again empty (:
thank you Jesus for safe and sound parents! yay they're back for abt 2 months!
i did miss the old days where we were all free together, but i think these holidays were simply awesome too! after all this time, we really are family. and will continue to be (:
first up, June leaders camp. did you girls realise how beautiful the place was? i seemed to have forgotten until i looked at the photos. when i see our expressions, i can feel the comfy-ness, rmb all the convos and all the fun!
we're jumping into the lake
so cool hor? we're so brave :P
flying on the bed 101
its a leaders camp... but we got the inner child to release hurhur. ok actually its not so inner after all. lolll! esp with birds influence!
also had JOEL'S CHALLENGE. a round of captains ball, frisbee and volleyball after our sunday service, in a bid to rid ourselves of nua-ness.
bird is surrounded by men. think she purposely hold onto the ball longer hahahaha :P
i miss gene! so glad he's back
nehnehs (:
andddd... one of the funnest food experiences i've had thus far!
now you see her
now you don't
ginormous food portion at juju hokkaido!
happy eating! and bird's still unglam -.-
when i do have more time, i'll tell the fuller story! but besides all this fun, i think the greatest value in the time i've spent is having God present in every minute of our conversation, every activity we have. i've been learning so much about passion. about loving the Lord my God with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. about seeking His face.
i don't think i could ever live a life without Jesus. it would be emptiness. i could fill my life with a million activities and still feel a void. or i can fill my life with one purpose, and feel a whole world of love, never again empty (:
thank you Jesus for safe and sound parents! yay they're back for abt 2 months!